Trusting and waiting on an answer from the Lord is hard to do sometimes. But in this life we encounter many trials and tribulations. James 1:2; My brethren count it all joy when you fall into various trials. Just learn to wait on the Lord as He fights your battles. Stand still and see the salvation of the Lord. I know the pain is so great it pierces you from the inside out. Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your understanding (Proverbs 3:5). Be steadfast and unmovable for in Him there is Hope for the Heart.